Nothing amazing ever happens, only the ordinary.
....................I heard this I thought about it it seemed short but I thought for at least a hour .............
..................... Then I said it out loud to myself .... I started to cry I'm crying now just remembering ......
........I sometimes get this sharp pang in my chest .....It really hurts so nuch so I cant breath I've never told anyone this........... I want to write down what I think so sadistic and pesamistic so ful of lies .......
every thing .... wanting it to go away evaporate away no. thats wrong if I didn't have problems no one would look at me.... I just want them to go where I cant see them to forget ..........................
but I did I have forgoten at times but Its no good theres no satasfaction living now...... no. .....................living for the futre.........no. ..........................living in the past...................no.
I can't do any I cannot live I have not yet felt happyness nnor sadness maybe regret only a little I've felt bad about doing something but I just bushed it of Ignoring it I sound like I have meanal problems but I dont because I can say it. my truth is surprising I gloat and boast, I'm not like one of those girls in mangas or anime I'm not kind to people I'll always take the bigger half I dont listen. I only listen to what I chose if I respect you and you respect me then we'll be friends for life ...but I don't like going out I love to read I'm lazy and this sounds like a confession. lol